Monthly Archives: January 2015

A lonely place

If you have never had the feeling of complete and utter loneliness it can be very difficult to understand. How is it possible to feel lonely, particularly when you are continually surrounded by family, friends or colleagues, which many of us are. And it’s not something you often find anyone dealing with Cancer really talking […]

Me and Adam Ant (Chapter 7 – The Aftermath)

Written in 2007, Me & Adam Ant records Louise’s first cycle with chemo and like everything else she wrote it is honest, warm and full of insight. Part 3:  Chapter 7: The aftermath It is now May 2nd and exactly 2 weeks since Day 1. I’ve not written till now for a variety of reasons a) because I […]

Me and Adam Ant (Chapter 7)

Written in 2007, Me & Adam Ant records Louise’s first cycle with chemo and like everything else she wrote it is honest, warm and full of insight. Part 3:  Chapter 7: CHEMO All chronology is going out the window now ‘cos I’m going to write later about the 2 weeks leading up to chemo and my IVF saga… […]

Me and Adam Ant (Chapter 6)

Written in 2007, Me & Adam Ant records Louise’s first cycle with chemo and like everything else she wrote it is honest, warm and full of insight. Part 3:  Chapter 6: Me, myself and my body. All these years (5 1/2) that I’ve had problems with my leg, I’ve never felt I could feel sorry for myself. I’d […]

Me & Adam Ant (Chapters 4 & 5)

Written in 2007, Me & Adam Ant records Louise’s first cycle with chemo and like everything else she wrote it is honest, warm and full of insight. Part 2: Relationships Chapter 4: Alberto I’ve already talked about Alberto… how I feel bad for him stuck with a girlfriend with cancer. I know I shouldn’t feel like that… […]

ME AND ADAM ANT (CHAPTERS 2 & 3)

Written in 2007, Me & Adam Ant records Louise’s first cycle with chemo and like everything else she wrote it is honest, warm and full of insight. Part 2: Relationships Chapter 2: Friends Maybe it’s cliché but something good really does always come out of something bad (more on that idea later)… and one thing that’s really […]

Me and Adam Ant (Chapter 1)

I’ve recently created a memory box, filled with those special things that hold the most precious memories of our life together. On the dark days, it’s something that I’ve been advised will help me to recall and revisit happier times. And in order to create this I’ve spent time going through Lou’s things and that’s how I happened […]